Thursday, May 14, 2020

Doubt?



John the Baptist, who was in prison, heard about all the things the Messiah was doing. So he sent his disciples to ask Jesus, “Are you the Messiah we’ve been expecting, or should we keep looking for someone else?” Jesus told them, “Go back to John and tell him what you have heard and seen — the blind see, the lame walk, the lepers are cured, the deaf hear, the dead are raised to life, and the Good News is being preached to the poor. And tell him, ‘God blesses those who do not turn away because of me.’” (Matt. 11:2-6)
He was a child of the desert whose leathery face, tanned skin and animal-hide clothing made him unmistakable. Everything he owned fit neatly in his wallet. The walls of his home were the mountains, and his ceiling the stars. But not now. His frontier was now walled out, and his horizon hidden. The stars were but distant memories, and the fresh air of the open plains was gone. The stench of the dungeon reminded him that he was now a captive of the king, rather than a voice crying in the wilderness.

Frankly, John the Baptist deserved better treatment. After all, he was the forerunner of the Christ; the cousin of the Messiah. It was John who had braved the elements and the vitriol, calling upon an unsaved people to repentance. But now that voice, instead of opening the door of renewal, had slammed the door on a prison cell. And it all began when he called out the king.

You see, while on a business trip to Rome, King Herod fell in love with his brother’s wife, Herodias. Deciding that Herodias was better off married to him than to his brother, Herod divorced his wife and brought his sister-in-law home. The gossip columnists were fascinated, but John was infuriated and denounced Herod and the marriage for what it was — adultery. Funny thing is Herod might have let him get away with it because, well, he kind of liked the guy. But not Herodias. She wasn’t about to have her rising social status take a detour. So, she told Herod to have John pulled off the speaker’s tour and thrown into jail. Herod hemmed and hawed until she whispered and wooed. And that was it. Game. Set. Match.

But jail time wasn’t enough for Herodias. She needed a permanent solution to the problem. So, she had her daughter strut in front of the king and his generals at a stag party. Herod, who was as easily duped as he was aroused, promised to do anything for the pretty young thing in the G-string. “Anything?” she said. “You name it,” he drooled. She conferred with her mother, who was waiting in the wings, then returned with her request: “I want John the Baptist,” she said. “You want a date with the prophet?” “No. I want his head,” replied the dancer. And then, reassured by a nod from her mother, she added, “Oh, yeah, and while you’re at it, put his head on a silver platter, if you don’t mind.”

Herod stared at the faces around him. He knew it wasn’t fair. He knew it wasn’t right. But he also knew that everyone was looking at him because, after all, he had promised her “anything.” And though he had nothing personal against the country preacher, he valued the opinion polls more than he valued John’s life. After all, what’s more important — saving political face or saving the neck of a crazy prophet? The story reeks with unfairness: John dies because Herod lusts; the good is murdered, while the bad just smirks; a man of God is killed, while a man of passion is winking at his niece.

So, is this how God rewards his anointed? Is this how he honors his faithful? Is this how God crowns his chosen? With a dark dungeon and an execution? The inconsistency was more than John could take. But even before Herod reached his verdict, John was asking questions – his concerns outnumbered only by the number of times he paced his cell while asking them. So, when he had a chance to get a message to Jesus, his question was ripe with doubt.

But look at what motivated John’s question. It wasn’t just the dungeon, or even death, because he likely didn’t know what was coming. Instead, it was the problem of unmet expectations — the fact that John was in serious trouble and Jesus was conducting business as usual. So, is that what messiahs do when trouble comes? Is that what God does when his followers are in a bind? Jesus’ silence was deafening. “Are you the one? Or have I been following the wrong Lord?”

Now, had the Bible been written by a public relations agency, they probably would have eliminated that verse. It’s not good PR to admit that one of the cabinet members has doubts about the president. And you certainly don’t let stories like that get out if you’re trying to present a unified front. But the Scriptures weren’t written by PR people; they were inspired by an eternal God who knew that every disciple from then on would spend time in a similar dungeon of doubt. And though the circumstances have changed, the questions really haven’t.

They are asked anytime the faithful suffer the consequences of the faithless; anytime a person takes a step in the right direction, only to have his or her feet knocked out from under them; anytime someone does a good deed but suffers evil results; anytime a person takes a stand, only to end up flat on their face. And the questions fall like rain: “If God is so good, why am I hurting so badly?” “If God is really there, why am I here?” “What did I do to deserve this?” “Did God slip up this time?” “Why are the righteous persecuted?” So, does God just sit on his hands, choosing to do nothing in response to our circumstances? Or, does God simply opt for the silent treatment, even when we’re screaming our loudest?

Disappointment sometimes demands a change in command. When we don’t agree with the one who calls the shots, our reaction is often a lot like John’s: “Is he the right guy for the job?” Or, as John put it, “Are you the one? Or, should we look for another?” John couldn’t believe that anything less than his release would be in the best interests of all involved. In his opinion, it was time to exercise some justice and get some action. But the one who had the power was, apparently, just sitting on his hands.

We can’t believe that God would sit in silence while a pastor is awaiting execution in Iran, or a Christian loses a promotion because of his beliefs, or a faithful wife is abused by an unbelieving husband, or 300,798 people have died from a pandemic that some believe was an out-of-control science experiment. These are just a few of the thousands of things we have either heard or experienced. And our prayers for them? They seem to have gone unanswered. It seems like the clouds of doubt always form when the warm, moist air of our expectations rise to meet the cold air of God’s silence.

However, if we’ve heard the silence of God while in a dungeon of our own doubt, perhaps, as John did, we, too, will discover that the problem is not so much God’s silence but our ability to hear. “Go back and report to John what you hear and see: the blind receive sight, the lame walk, those who have leprosy are cured, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the Good News is preached to the poor.” This was Jesus’ answer to John’s agonized query from his dungeon. But before looking at Jesus’ response, consider what he didn’t say.

First, Jesus didn’t get angry. He didn’t throw up his hands in disgust. He didn’t scream, “What in the world do I have to do for cousin John, anyway? I’ve already become flesh! I’ve been sinless for the past three decades. I even let him baptize me. What else does he want? Go and tell that ungrateful locust eater that I’m shocked at his disbelief.” He could have done that. Maybe we would’ve done that. But Jesus didn’t. God has never turned away the questions of a sincere searcher. Not Job’s; not Abraham’s; not Moses’; not John’s; not Thomas’. Not yours.

But Jesus didn’t save John, either. The one who walked on water could have easily walked on Herod’s head, but he didn’t. The one who cast out demons had the power to nuke the king’s castle, but he didn’t. No battle plan. No S.W.A.T. teams. No flashing swords. Just a message — a kingdom message: “Tell John that everything is going just as planned. The kingdom is being inaugurated.” And Jesus’ words are much more than a statement from Isaiah. (Isaiah 35:5; 61:1) They are the description of a heavenly kingdom being established. A unique kingdom. An invisible kingdom. A kingdom with no walls and three distinct traits.

First, it’s a kingdom where the rejected are received. “The blind receive sight, the lame walk, those who have leprosy are cured, the deaf hear ….” None were more shunned by their culture than the blind, the lame, the lepers and the deaf. They had no place. They had no name. They had no value. They were kind of like canker sores on their culture. You know, excess baggage on the side of the road. But those whom the culture called trash, Jesus called treasures. That must have been what the Psalmist had in mind when he wrote: “You knit me together in my mother’s womb.” (Psalm 139:13)

Think about that. We were knitted together. We aren’t an accident. We weren’t mass-produced. We aren’t an assembly-line product. We were deliberately planned, specifically gifted, and lovingly positioned on this earth by the Master Craftsman. “For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.” (Eph. 2:10)

In a society that has little room for second fiddles, that’s good news. In a culture where the door of opportunity opens only once and then slams shut, that’s a revelation. In a system that ranks the value of a human by the figures on his paycheck, or the shape of her body, that’s a reason for joy. Jesus told John that a new kingdom was coming — a kingdom where people have value not because of what they do, but because of whose they are.

The second characteristic of the kingdom is just as important: “The dead have life.” In other words, the grave has no power. Jesus looked into the eyes of John’s followers and gave them this message: “Report to John … the dead are raised.” Jesus wasn’t oblivious to John’s imprisonment. He wasn’t blind to John’s captivity. But he was dealing with a greater dungeon than Herod’s; he was dealing with the dungeon of death.

But Jesus wasn’t through. He passed along one other message to clear the cloud of doubt from John’s heart: “The Good News is preached to the poor.” And no other world religion offers such a message. All others demand the right performance, the right sacrifice, the right chant, the right ritual, the right séance or the right experience. Theirs is a kingdom of trade-offs and bartering. You do this, and God will give you that. The result? Either arrogance or fear: arrogance if you think you’ve achieved it; fear if you think you haven’t.

But Christ’s kingdom is just the opposite. It’s a kingdom for the poor. A kingdom where membership is granted, not purchased. You are placed into God’s kingdom. You are “adopted” into the family. And this occurs not when you do enough, but when you admit you can’t do enough. You don’t earn it; you simply accept it. As a result, you serve – not out of arrogance or fear, but out of gratitude.

That is the unique characteristic of the new kingdom. Its subjects don’t work in order to go to heaven; they work because they’re going to heaven. The late Steve Jobs said in a 2005 Stanford commencement address: “Remembering that you’re going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose.” What do you have to lose when you have an eternal life to gain? In the new kingdom, arrogance and fear are replaced with gratitude and joy. That’s the kingdom Jesus proclaimed: a kingdom of acceptance, eternal life and forgiveness.

Frankly, we don’t know how John received Jesus’ message, but we can imagine. I’d like to think that a slight smile came over him as he heard what his Master had said. “So that’s it. That’s what the kingdom will be. That’s what the King will do.” Now, he understood. It wasn’t that Jesus was silent; it was that John had been listening for the wrong answer. John had been listening for an answer to his earthly problems, while Jesus was busy resolving his heavenly ones. That’s worth remembering the next time you hear the silence of God.

If we’ve asked for a miracle, but are still waiting … if we’ve asked for healing, but are still hurting … don’t think God isn’t listening. He is. He’s even answering requests we’re not even making. The apostle Paul was honest enough to write, “We do not know what we ought to pray for.” (Rom. 8:26) The fact is, John wasn’t asking too much; he was asking too little. He was asking God to resolve the temporary, while Jesus was busy resolving the eternal. John was asking for an immediate favor, while Jesus was orchestrating an eternal solution.

Does that mean that Jesus has no regard for injustice? No. He cares about persecution. He cares about inequities, and hunger, and prejudice and pandemics. And he knows what it’s like to be punished for something he didn’t do. He knows the meaning of the phrase, “It’s not right.” Because it wasn’t right that people spit into the eyes of the very one who had wept for them. It wasn’t right that soldiers ripped chunks of flesh out of the back of God. It wasn’t right that spikes pierced the hands that formed the earth. And it wasn’t right that the Son of God was forced to hear the silence of God. It wasn’t right. But it happened.

And while Jesus was on the cross, God sat on his hands. He turned his back. He ignored the screams of the innocent. He sat in silence while the sins of an entire world were placed upon his son. And he did nothing when a cry a million times more horrible than John’s echoed in the pitch-black sky: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” (Matt. 27:46) Was it right? No. Was it fair? No. Was it love? Yes.

Any doubt?

Grace,
Randy

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